I wish you would go away forever

I hope I don’t make my parents sad

You ever just feel guilty all the time about everything and nothing all at once

I just wanna say that my anxiety in the last three years has improved from feeling like I’m dying or a literal ghost 24/7 to just crying when it’s acting up and that’s a huge improvement. I’d rather cry and get it out of my system than be in constant fear that my body is going to collapse into a black hole just by existing. I’m proud of myself in 2019.